27 October 2017

... Or High Water

I am so tired. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Not spiritually - that's my big renewal. But the rest, yeah they're weighing on me a lot.

I'm tired of being ignored and avoided. I'm tired of being expected to sit and listen quietly until my presence is requested. I'm tired of playing by the rules - rules that only I appear to be following. Why does someone else get to decide how I MUST live my own life and then go about their life in whatever manner they choose.

That brings me to the big question. Why am I letting people treat me this way? What makes it ok for them to do this and not for me to? When did I become such a sucker that I allowed this to become my normal?